I Can’t Help Myself

Sometimes as I start to wake up in the morning I forget you’re gone. Then as consciousness comes I don’t feel you near me, my eyes open and the reality of you no longer sleeping with me falls hard again.  It’s all I can do to keep going. I wish I did not miss you so much. S.T.

I’m trying not to love you
I’m trying not to care
I’m trying not to live my life wishing you were there
I’m trying not to wonder where you are or what you do
I’m sorry I can’t help myself
I fell in love with you

Time Heals...

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